job application
I have found a job offer for my perfect dream job. At the moment I am trying to apply, but am just a bit down and low because I know the perspectives to actually get that job might not be too good, due to my f***** up work and educational history the last years. I am sure somebody else gets it. But if it makes sense I have to apply anyway, because otherwise, I might be wondering my whole life if I had missed a little opportunity to do something even more useful than what I am occasionally doing now and to change once again my life completely and radically.
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